In front of Mother Mary’s grotto, Holy Family Church, Lamsai
September 28, 2008, 2:55 – 3:25 a.m.
My dear children, I thank all of you who tried to stay awake and have been praying with me up until now.
Today I have seen several changes among you. Some of you came to have a chance to pray with me, but had to leave early because of pressing issues. I have sympathy for them and also admire their effort.
That is all right. I do not want to see you having a hard time when coming to this place.
Whatever you have done with your heart is what I want to see the most. Keep practicing with perseverance. One of these days you will definitely see the benefit of using your own heart. You will be able to differentiate the things that human beings do.
You will see that if you use your true heart, the things you see might not be the same because you do not use your own interests to be the basis in judging them. It is like the way my Dearest Son showed His mercy for all of you.
Oftentimes the hearts of human beings cannot forgive others, but the Lord forgave you and also gave you a chance to turn around and be good again.
That is right. I want you to use your heart when asking the Lord every time you make a decision. If it is up to Him, what would the Lord do on a particular issue?
Today several of you want to prove your faith by forcing me to perform a miracle for you to see. Is it not a miracle that you have been with me up until now? There is no need for you to bet yourselves against some of the issues.
I truly understand your intention. Your thought process is childish even though you are old. Being childish, in this case, is not the nature of a child but it is the lack of maturity in seeking and complying with the will of the Heavenly Father.
My dear children, I do not chastise you. I believe that the Heavenly Father is also kind to you.
I would like to thank those of you, in the last group, who have the firm belief and are able to give up your will to let it go according to the will of the Heavenly Father.
Whatever you have done, my Dearest Son told me that it is like having compassion for Him. The Lord will never forget what you have done by using His heart.
My dear children, today is another day that you have made me very happy. Thank you. Thank you very much.
Spend time that you have left for today to call out your hearts. And you will know that only with your hearts you will be able to feel the precious blessing: peace in your own hearts.
May peace happen in every one of your heart,
From me, Your Mother, the Queen of Heaven and Earth
One Minute From Your heart
October 5, 2008, 9:35 – 11:35 a.m.
My dear children, I would like to thank all of you who have the intention to do sacred activities to give me honor throughout this month. It is very kind of you to think like that.
I want you to especially think about those who are poor, being taken advantage of, facing problems in their daily life, sick, about to die, and all of the poor souls. If you cannot help them with your actions and words, the prayers from your true heart from which you have the intention to say throughout this month will enable them to receive the mercy of the Heavenly Father.
There is no need for you to worry, have trust in the Lord and everything will be fine.
Follow my Dearest Son who has set the example for you by treating your fellow human beings with love by kindly showing your good thoughts, good words, and good deeds toward them.
There is no other happiness that can be compared with your happiness in seeing the ones you love happy. If you do everything with your true heart, you will not expect anything in return.
Be a giver, not a taker, and you will understand that all kinds of happiness start in your own heart. You do not have to seek happiness from anywhere else. Start from those who are close to you: your family members. No need to search for anybody from anywhere else.
Today have you thought good things for every one in your family? Is there anyone in your family that whenever you think of him or her, you have only criticism and bad feeling for him or her?
If you have this problem, don’t do anything yet. I want you to use your own heart pondering whether my Dearest Son will think like you in this situation and why the Lord does not want you to judge other people.
Having a bad thought, even a tiny bit, for others will make your soul dirty. You are bringing the fire of anger to burn up your own heart. It will make your heart inflamed and unable to find peace.
I would like to warn you that if you have this thought, realize that you are hurting your own soul and you are the one who brings sin to yourself.
There is no benefit if your hands are holding a set of rosary and your mouth is praying when your heart is black and blind with sin.
Your prayers will not be fruitful if you cannot get rid of this sin in your heart.
I did not say anything new. It is the thing that you have overlooked. It is the easiest thing that you can do by yourself, but you cannot do it.
How are you going to talk kindly and do good deeds for your brothers and sisters when you cannot control the thoughts from your own free will?
My dear children, think about it. This thought is the cause of all the problems that happened. That is why I want you to go over yourselves whether today you have thought good things about your brothers and sisters with no exception.
If you cannot do it the whole day, try for half a day. If you cannot do it for half a day, try for one hour. If you cannot do it in one hour, try for half an hour. If you cannot do it in half an hour, try for one minute. Only one minute from a pure heart that thinks good thing for your brothers and sisters.
Can you calm your hearts and minds and give love, compassion, and good will for your brothers and sisters?
I ask for only one minute from you. If you can abandon your will and think good things for your brothers and sisters, this one minute will be the most precious time that you can use your heart to send love, compassion and good will from your thought to your brothers and sisters. The more you give, the happier you will be.
All right, the second lesson for today is talking nicely to your brothers and sisters, starting from your family members first.
I also want you to talk nicely to yourself. Do not talk down to yourself and be mean to yourself, too. Do not talk sarcastically about yourself. Do not forget that you cannot recall every word that came out from your mouth.
You must be accountable for every word you have said.
Whenever you find yourself talking negatively about yourself, realize that you have fallen victim to anger. You are in the second step of bringing fire of sin to burn up your own soul. So stop what you are going to say and turn around to take care of your thought.
Make your thought the starting point for love, compassion and good will for your own self first.
I ask only one minute from you in each day. If you can use your true heart to control your thoughts to be full of love, compassion and good will, you can gradually talk nicely to yourself and to your brothers and sisters with kind words that are full of love, compassion and good will, especially to your family members.
Remember that if you want other people to talk to you nicely, you have to start talking nicely to them first. If you can do this, it will make your actions full of love, compassion and good will.
It will definitely be what I have told you in the beginning: the action from your hands that hold the rosary and your mouth that pray from your true heart will be fruitful.
Control your heart and mind firmly.
I ask only one minute from you in each day. If you can do it, in the future you will know how plentiful the results of the prayers coming out from your true heart are.
May peace happen in every one of your heart,
From me, Your Mother, the Compassionate Mother
Homework From Mother Mary
October 11, 2008, 11:50 p.m. – 1:25 a.m.
My dear children, several of you who read my last message might have a hard time with what I told you.
Several of you told yourselves that once in a while, it was okay to be scolded by me, and that was also fine with you.
My dear children, my heart has only love and compassion for every one of you.
Sometimes telling the whole truth, the way it is, might make several of you feel like you are being scolded by me.
My dear children, if I do not tell you the truth, who else will do it? You have easily overlooked this problem without realization, right?
All right, have you been putting what I told you to good use? I don’t mean to insult you.
I asked you to start controlling your will with only one minute, a short duration, thinking good things for yourself and for your brothers and sisters, especially for your family members. If you can do it, you will be able to expand it to five minutes, 10 minutes, half an hour, an hour, and finally the whole day. It is up to your determination.
Several of you have been successful in trying to control your will, but be very careful when you are in a group and there is a discussion about other people. You will be easily tempted into talking inappropriately about others.
If you realize that you are about to talk about the thing that is dangerous to your soul, stop immediately and hurry up to get away from that conversation.
You do not want to hear people talking negatively about you, right? If that is the case, why do you want to say the words that cause others to be in trouble, being scolded or looked at negatively?
Do not use your experience to judge and be the standard in dealing with other people because each of you always has a good reason, according to his or her thought process, to back up what he or she does at a certain time.
My dear children, whoever that is different from you is not always wrong. You are brothers and sisters. And you do not want anybody to judge you too, right?
So today I want you not to say anything against true love. If you cannot control your will and about to say something full of venom from your mouth, think about the time that my Dearest Son asked a crowd whether anyone of them has never committed sins right before they were about to throw rocks at the person whom they thought a sinner.
The Lord also said if there was a person free of sin in that crowd, let him be the first one to throw the rock at her.
What is the lesson for you to learn from the rocks that were in the hands of the crowd ready to judge a person’s life?
My dear children, think about it carefully. You do not hurt only other people, you are about to destroy your own souls by bringing the fire of anger to burn up yourselves too.
Have you seen people arguing and fighting? If you have, look back at the way they both acted. Inappropriate words came out from their mouths without love and compassion. At that time, both of them have been completely conquered by the evil spirit, letting it instigate them and showing them hatred for each other.
Were they happy at that time? Think about it.
Today I want to ask those of you who know that you are not ready to talk kindly to other people to go over the one minute rule to think about good things to yourself and your brothers and sisters first.
After you have mastered the one minute rule, practice talking kindly to yourself and your brothers and sisters, and especially your family members.
The last thing I want to tell you today is to practice doing good deeds for other people after you have mastered thinking good things and talking kindly to other people. It does not require a lot of effort and resources.
Doing good deeds with your true heart does not always need money. Never expect anything in return from whomever you have done good deeds for.
Several of you have talked to yourselves with the intention for me to hear it too, “I saw a beggar and felt sorry for him and wanted to give him money, but I was not sure whether he was really in dire need and had to be a beggar. I was not sure whether he would try to trick me in order to get the money. So I did not give him the money.”
If you really think like that, I want you to look at your first intention and find the reason why you changed your mind. Was there anything that blocked you from doing it?
Nobody wants to be a beggar. Everybody has shame and embarrassment. There must be a reason that forced him to be one.
If you do not have love for him, don’t pile on him by thinking negatively toward him. It is true that some people take advantage of this matter, but it is not your job to judge them.
Whatever good deed you do with compassion to those who do not deserve it, the blessing will return to you. Be happy with being a giver.
You should be proud that today you have helped your brothers and sisters with a small portion of money from your pocket. You have not given up too much when compared to what you will receive from heaven.
Your good deeds in this world are the precious treasure that you can bring with you when you return to our true home in heaven.
The homework I want you to go over today is: Have you done good deeds with true love for at least one of your brothers and sisters?
If the answer in your heart is “No”, I would like to tell you that the whole prayers you have been saying are not fruitful because true love has not happened in your heart.
Please Listen to Me
October 19, 2008, 11:55 a.m. – 1:03 p.m.
My dear children, how is the homework that I want you to practice coming along? If you are constantly conscious of what you think, talk and do, let it come out with true love from your hearts, the confusion which used to happen by using your own will or by the evil spirit’s instigation will gradually disappear.
You might tell me that you cannot accomplish everything in one day. My dear children, I have never expected you to be able to control your will at all times. But in each day, at least, you should be able to find a proper time to practice your heart and mind to dwell within the borders of love without difficulty. Practice just a little bit in each day.
When you have accomplished the first step, the next step is up to you on whether you have enough courage to move on.
If you decide to give up your will, ask the Holy Spirit for His illumination and mercy to lighten up your heart in order for you to be aware of the evil spirit’s tricks which it has been using to attack you and block you from accomplishing the act of love in accordance with the will of the Heavenly Father.
My dear children, please listen to me. What is happening in your homeland? What you have heard might not be the whole truth. Do not judge anybody. What you should think is how you will rectify the situation by yourselves.
That’s right, what can you do with your bare hands? Don’t think too far out. Think of your own ability which you have inside you. Let the heart of love tell you what you have to do to heal your broken homeland. Let all of you really think about the effect that will affect everybody in your homeland.
Pride does not elevate your hearts and minds. The inability to compromise by some of you who want to hold on to power and prestige makes fellow countrymen who do not have any part in the struggle victims of this tragedy.
Children, are you able to see whether this is the act for the love of your country as both sides have claimed?
Think of your King and ponder why he did not side up with either one of these two sides. Let all of you really think about it. Do you know how deeply he is troubled by this tragedy? You will add more pain to him when you support either one of them.
This is the land of Buddhism; sadly people do not use the precious teachings to solve the problems in the country.
If you have been listening to what I have tried to tell you from the very beginning, every one of you will understand and know what to do, and how to show your loyalty to your King as a Thai Catholic.
This is not your homework from me. It will be your own willingness. From now on use your heart in everything you will do.
May peace happen in every one of your heart,
Your Compassionate Mother